November 28, 2006

Finally I have decided to settle down to a single blog and be regular with it. So here I am about to start doing just that.As it is going to be regular it could/would contain everything that comes to my mind, from things of little importance to things trivial.

Let me quickly start. Last Saturday my sis called to invite me to my nieces’ birthday party. So on the way back home I dropped in at the H&C stores to buy my niece few storybooks as gift. You usually gift people the things u expect others to gift you back. But there was also a novel intention after my buying her books. I want to incite in her the interest to read.am counting on her to growup and read all my posts.

I was expecting mother to make up some reasons not to avoid yet another gathering. But some how she got dressed up on time and we reached my sis house.As usual am losing the steam to write further about this. Anyways am forcing myself to finish it off. So there I was, in the party. Feeling very uncomfortable, as there were very few people I knew or rather people I was comfortable with. I was trying to make my mom feel easy by sitting with her in the drawing room where all the women were gathered. After some time my mother started shoo-ing me away, asking me to go to the living room where there were all the men were seated.

Then arrived my aunt with her daughters and I did what I naturally am best in, I almost ignored them just bcoz I didn’t want to take the trouble of not ignoring them. Sounds stupid but it happens with me.

I waited desperately for the lunch to be served. Finally someone called for the Feast saving my dad & me from the total uneasiness. I finished it and rushed out with my parents. As I approached the gate I could feel the oxygen gushing into my lungs, I was literally suffocating earlier.

One day I will surely find the cure for all this.

 

Plz don’t be scared away by this…I will improve with each post…am very sure

….Almost…